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Wednesday, September 30, 2009



More Photos Soon.
Had A Whole Lot Of Fun.

11:51 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Spineless and mindless,

A punch on someone's face means nothing,not until you remember your roots and principles.
You're still not up there yet afterall.

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10:29 PM
Somebody's Homemade Immortality.




Remember the last time you trusted your friend.
A friend who came forward,hoping for a listening ear.
To help him heal what he'd lost , to hear his distorted voice over the other other edge of the telephone wires.
After awhile things start to change and before you know it,you gained nothing out of this but a whole lot of reflections to do.
And it repeats. With many different people.


How many true friends do you have ?

Whom you dont nessesarily have to spend alot of time with but would love to hear from you once in awhile. Whom will always be there for you. And I mean always.

Not having the slightest feeling of awkward infront of them and would enjoy a day of with fuck loads of fun,write occasional cards for you and more.

A few weeks may not possible nurture this relationship. So forget it,forget about those wishful thinkings you have. Thinking that they'll stand out for you no matter what,thinking that they'll be a part of you any sooner. Thinking that all that they say is true.
Sack of shits.
You'll find yourself losing in the dead end.

I'm gonna head for another raya session today with the whole family finally.
I missed all of you like fuck.
My girls. Sofie here I come and I hope the rest of them would turn up too.
And I'm really excited cause Azimah's lending me her sister's baju kurung !
Whoa shitheads i'm so proud to wear it .. though it's kinda stuffy in there. Wish there was a build in air condition.
And about the post exam rewards that I'll get if I pass my current year,kinda felt bad.
They had high expecations of me before.
And you wont ever believe that I was in the top classes during primary school.
Still,they havent been giving up on me although I've been a burden. I know it.
Pathetic as it seems, I'm struggling to pass this year. But not giving up my friends either.
Getting ready for this,yeah bitch.

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9:49 PM
She wore too much wind song perfume,

When we were younger :



I had my hair cut and some said I look like RuiEn .
But whatever the case is, my hair's short and leveled.

New Laptop + $100 + Trip To HongKong on the criteria if I pass my Secondary 3.
I dont feel good though.
I dont know why .

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1:07 AM
Monday, September 28, 2009

I'm like surfing the net aimlessly.
I feel so bothered.
Going for a haircut NOW.

Fuck why do I always feel like cutting my hair when I feel messed up man.
Urgh.

1:25 AM
Smile the way a real smile should look.

Sofie's Pixie Lott-Use Somebody Cover.
I wonder how SG Idol's producers could reject such lovely voice like hers.
The finalists arent any better anyway * Rolls Eyes.




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12:56 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
I dreamt about having my own baby yesterday,


I'm glad I wore a baju kurung for the first time and celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri for the first time in my whole entire life !
I'm Chinese,so whaaat ?

Everyone loves Mondre's cookies/muffins.
It's suppose to turn out as cookies but it's soft.
So is it muffins or cookies?
Anyway I think I could be a baker (?) .
Right Muss !

So I baked a lot for Elfac's open house.



The rest of the photos :
(Doesnt really matter if i look like cock)











During this shoot,I said " Put your hand on my shoulder like yknow how family portraits are ! And gimme you other hand so I could hold it ! (Gesture not shown)


Babygirl whose mom makes awesome curry potatoes.









Love <3

Left early before I could meet the rest cause Erwin has to work.
Yes and I mean work like finally he's working!
It's quite a good job at SupperClub,Bugis.
But his work times are hedious!
Just yesterday he worked from 8pm-8am.

People like the F1 racers and other big names go to club there and tonight The Black Eyes Peas will be going down. Omg fuck man.
So if anyone wants to club at somewhere new and exciting,this is it !
They even have beds where you can do your thing at (kidding..maybe not)
It's the glass building beside Bras Basah's Macdonalds and it's located at the upper floors.

EOY's coming .
Buckle up !

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12:58 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
What you dont understand,









I miss my haaaaaair.

D'you know that little actions,as minute as a smile could brighten someone's day in an instant.
D'you know that something nice that you say to someone means alot,even if it's a reminder about today's homework.
Because it means that you care. You notice. You bother.
You're probably too shy to let it out.




Thank You (s)
LiYeng Baby for the unexpected present even if it's not a special occasion today.
You made my day really.
Though the underwear seems too big for me.
I Love You.

Erwin
For today's treat. (<3)

Celestine Sofie Sarah Elfac Hanis Emilyn
For bothering to ask about me. Even if it was the slightest question. You know it yourself.

Rasul
For being there. It's the same here as well. I'll always stand by.

Failures & Insults
You only make me stronger.



In case I leave out anyone,I'm really sorry.
My memory is getting worse and I realised I have a strand of white hair already.
Dont worry,you'll always be appreciated.

Smile.


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2:51 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009

1:30 AM
Does anybody know why they like anything?

Art.
Mindmaps.
Elaboration.
Sketches.
Drafts.
Colours.
Compositions.

And I just remembered I suck at drawing humans.

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12:49 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
If you think anyone could bring you down with painful words,


Selamat Hari Raya.
Hope you guys give and take with with pride,must be really happy for what you've received right?
Cant wait for Chinese New Year Already. Urgh.

Now, look at yourself in the mirror.
Look at your eyes,your lips,your nose.
How your brows grow.
How your bridge flows down.
How your skin pull over your flesh.
How those eyelids fold when you open up your eyes.
Are you happy with the way you look?
Why?

Beauty isnt a gift which everyone has.
The only gift you could earn on your own is a good heart.

I read The New Paper Yesterday.
But it's last Thursday's paper.
I read about The Teen Suicide Pact.
About the boy who could still laugh and give cold comments towards his friend's death.
They could still stand so firm about what they're doing is right.
And dropped themself out of school without having to graduate Secondary Four.
Being contented to throw insults at his principle's face.
What is the world becoming.
Horrible.

It's our 19th Month today.
Or is it still ?

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2:43 AM
Your every smile is an opening night,

Finally,a damn gig.
Do come. Tickets are $10 each.
Get it from Ash.


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2:15 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
If I had to choose between betraying my country and betraying my friend,

I have loads of photos today. From Sheesha to Art Museum.
And some random photos I got.

Dont Eat The Screen Please.
I'm Not Paying For It.








National Museum






















Sheesha





Hanis&Elfac Day (Y)













My Girls.
Need Them Right Now.
Now
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That's about it.
I'm so damn tired.
I feel disgusted by people,being able to leave their relationships behind and fucking them upside down even though they dont need them anymore.
Fuckers.



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1:07 AM
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